Visual Paralysis
One may search though never find the truth
just know, what you seek is seeking you.
When you feel the suffering,
cut the path that follows
allow not those to take their hold.
Our remora stands idle while we attempt to conciliate
believe me though, honestly, my aim is only to expostulate.
We traverse this plane alone
though lonely we are not
a universe within itself cannot be easily forgot.
It must be educed, this primal fear
The chaos then to quell
Or perhaps we’ll be dragged to the depths of our own hell.
Self creates self.
This anamnesis within ourselves
adventive and innate
heterotelic beings of a quantum state
Filtered through reality we dance in happenstance
fractals form, reactions born
another child of certain chance
It’s only time that is chasing you
Will we escape?
Our solecistic minds
Can we escape?
This sedentary life
(vocals)
Amidst our frustration, it brings us down
Can we be awakened, or be brought down?
Practice perspicacity
3:54 pm • 22 July 2012 • 1 note
Death Armada - Lyrics
Brandon wrote a heavy song and wanted me to write some lyrics for it. Based it off entropy and energy. I will post the finalized song once it is recorded. (maybe montag the 25th) I HAVE THE POWER!!
From this beginning we discuss our entropy
a rising tide, a circumstance
Pervading all its infamy
A subtle difference behind this line to lapse
Divide as it may
A microcosmic harmony
We share this negativity
We’ll bond beyond society
Revolve
The waves stream through
Can these molecules contend to the means
To contemplate reality
A measure of propriety
Your concerns matter not, for matter is not concerned for you
A constant transition of particles imbued
As one begins to rot, the entropy pursues
Another host to drain, the cycle then ensues
Exist and be taken
Circumnavigate this space
Force me upon the matter
Let me rely on this
Peel back dimensions and resist
exist
Consume this energy
Consume this entropy
FIN
magick

12:25 pm • 23 June 2012
Building the Lyrics v2.0: Visual Paralysis
Concepts
- Play off the title “visual paralysis” and develop the content with an undertone along the lines of being confined to our senses via our brain’s filtering system.
- Stronger tones of the dualism between nature and human society, and the fine line that is crossed in ones mind.
- Overlaying structure of the development of the psyche (anarchism, monarchism, and dualism)
Research
C.G. Jung
Stages of development:
- Knowing/recognition (anarchic state)
- Self (monarchic state)
- Anima/Animus (dualistic state)
Indulgences of cravings for pleasure and power.
inertia of matter; inertia of mind
dualism - widening of the horizon of life
look up diastole (Goethe)
climax of problematic state
protecting oneself from new and strange leads to regression into the past, which is no better than one protecting themselves from the past by obsessing about the future (estranged from past and future).
150-300 milliseconds takes for consciousness to respond to external stimuli (approx. 1/3 a second)
The prize is not achievement, but personality.
consolidating physical existence
we are limited by the attainable (so open the probabilities)
melding of civilization and nature (city entwined with trees)
Rousseauesque longing (look it up)
the Danaan gift of civilization (growth of consciousness)
Consciousness can only have culture or the denial of culture.
Instinct and Nature
- Instinct (nature) seeks to perpetuate nature
- Filters are placed on a subjective basis and on specific circumstances that affect the conscious flow (in respect to propriety)
- opposition to instinct creates consciousness
- consciousness replaces nature as the unquestionable decision maker
- submerged in nature, we are unconscious, and rely on security of instinct which knows no problems
- Nature shrinks away from problems
- Without guidance of instinct, options are many (fear)
- doubt -> uncertainty -> possibility of divergent ways
- problems orphan us from nature into an isolated state of consciousness, which creates a distrust in nature by default
symptoms of the psyche
solving problems requires a journey through darkness and only when we emerge do we find results. We MUST indulge in speculations.
ego-complex | division of ego
“I shall not perform the labours of a Sisyphus upon this masterpiece of confusion”
confusion - negative fusion
Random rhyme thoughts
resist not darkness, for fear may guide you.
I will leave you with this desinence.
this circumstance seems idoneous as one can only vilipend
More research and building to come!

4:51 pm • 12 June 2012
Lyrical Vocab v1.0.1
I often stumble upon words that intrigue me or strike me as having a beautiful flow. I am planning on compiling them here so that anyone with a curiosity about the writing process has access to the beginnings.
- depone (dih-pohn) v. - to testify under oath; depose
- piacular (pahy-ak-yuh-ler) adj. - sinful or wicked
- excogitate (eks-koj-i-teyt) v. - to think out, devise, invent; to study intently and carefully in order to grasp or comprehend fully
- idoneous (ahy-doh-nee-uhs) adj. - appropriate, fit, suitable
- vilipend (vil-uh-pend) v. - to regard or treat as of little value or account
- educe (ih-doos) v. - to draw forth or bring out (as something potential or latent)
- exoteric (ek-suh-ter-ik) adj. - suitable for or communicated to the general public
- cordate (kawr-deyt) adj. - heart-shaped
- auscultation (aw-skuhl-tey-shuhn) n. - act of listening to the sounds within the body as a method of diagnosis
- natheless (neyth-less) n. - nevertheless
- filiopietistic (fil-ee-oh-pahy-i-tis-tik) adj. - pertaining to reverence of forbearers or tradition (especially if carried to excess)
- caprice (kuh-prees) n. - sudden unpredictable change mind, weather
- remora (rem-er-uh) n. - an obstacle, hindrance, or obstruction
- peroration (per-uh-pey-shuhn) n. - a long speech characterized by lofty and often pompous language
- neoterism (nee-ot-uh-riz-uhm) n. - an innovation in language (new word, term, expression)
- conciliate (kuhn-sil-ee-eyt) v. - to overcome the distrust or hostility of; placate or win over
- desinence (des-uh-nuhns) n. - termination or ending (as the ending of a verse)
- compunction (kuhm-pungk-shuhn) n. - remorse or contrition
- perspicacious (pur-spi-key-shuhs) adj. - having keen mental perception and understanding
- solecism (soh-luh-siz-uhm) n. - any error, impropriety, or inconsistency
- profligacy (prof-li-guh-see) n. - reckless extravagance; great abundance
- heterotelic (het-er-uh-tel-ik) adj. - having the purpose of its existence or occurence outside of or apart from itself (entity or event)
- expostulate (ik-spos-chuh-leyt) v. - to reason earnestly with someone against something the person intends to do or has done
- anamnesis (an-am-nee-sis) n. - the recollection or remembrance of the past
- adventive (ad-ven-tiv) adj. - not native and usually not well established
- altruistic (al-troo-is-tik) adj. - unselfishly concerned for welfare or others
- operose (op-uh-rohs) adj. - industrious (as a person)
- copse (kops) n. - thicket of small trees or bushes
(Source: dictionary.com)
1:23 pm • 12 June 2012 • 1 note
Skynet lyrics: A Tedious Talk of Terminators
a little tune i wrote for me band SATURNALIA based of the first and second Terminator movies {with some further story knowledge from sir Koury}.
reason for choosing the topic of lyrics are from the song title “Skynet” and doidle’s theme for the song.Should be recorded within the next quarter year or so.Also doing a segment called “building the lyrics” and i may have a few videos or other content, blah blah blah.
assassinate the matriarch a terminators diligence
prevent the birth of the rebel human resistance
a killer automaton at work
a child stirs
upon this loop he sits
of the past he writ
you send your father back in time
to contradict your demise
deviate from the line
Imagine a time
when robots Skynet rules the world
we’ll be undone
You’ll live in a time
when robots Skynet rules the world
the hour will come
it has begun
come with me if you want to live!
Just remember that it is time
that one cautions to defy
we mechanize
If they can learn to feel than so can we
humans and machines
fall into nuclear arms
Skynet intent on human harm
extermination thus not far
unless the rebel leader still remains, still remains
the future is not set
there’s no fate but what we make
there will be a time to storm the base
and no self aware mechanized being can stop us now
it is our fate that we can control, not theirs
and we will take back what is ours
as it is in our very nature to fight for our future
all we can rely on is
(no fate but what we make // but what we make for ourselves)
juxtaposed the villainous, for lines seem rather blurred
obscene means less with morals touched
hands mechanized though quite obscured
natheless, they hunt their prey, a boy devoid of future’s bane
cauterize with cybernetics
organize and encrypt genetics
network the structure connections of neural reflections
neutralize the human plague opposition
operation seem rather vague with precision
reprogram the cyborg to protect your legacy prophecy
or this loop in time will terminate
fin
thanks for reading it and imaging your own songs in your heads. if not, oh well
Stay toon\return

10:09 pm • 15 March 2012 • 1 note